I HAVE A SORT OF LOVE /HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH GAMES. I LIKE PLAYING THEM, BUT THEY CAN BE TIME CONSUMING AND THAT PISSES ME OFF. I LOVE THE IDEA OF "ALTERNATE LIVING". THAT IS VERY REAL TO ME, (SEE SPIRITUALITY SECTION) AKA: "LIVE IN YOUR WORLD PLAY IN OURS" PLAYSTATION AD. BUT I DON'T GET THE TIME TO IMMERSE MYSELF IN IT LIKE BACK IN THE GOOD OLD DAYS. (SLEEP SUCKS!!!)

SIGH I REALLY WANT TO GET INTO MMORPG'S. I'M GETTING CABLE SOON, SO I WILL DO THAT!!!! 

I FINALLY FINISHED FINAL FANTASY X. I WON'T WASTE TIME GIVING A RECAP LIKE SOME GEEKBOY GAMER. ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS JUST LIKE NINE THERE IS JUST NO POINT IN LEVELING UP PAST A CERTAIN POINT. ALL THE ENEMIES IN THE WHOLE GAME JUST BECOME FISH FOOD AND YOU START TO EVEN WONDER WHAT IS THE POINT OF GAMING IN THE FIRST PLACE. BLOATED STORIES, PRETTY BUT ULTIMATELY EMPTY ATMOSPHERE, STUPID ENEMIES, AND THE MOST GRATING REPITION EVER. THE FUNNY THING IS I STILL LIKE THE GAME AFTER ALL THOSE BAD ELEMENTS, SO I SORT OF UNDERSTAND WHY THEY JUST DON'T STOP MAKING THEM. SIGH. . . . . .

STILL HAMMERING AWAY AT FINAL FANTASY X. I HAVE TALES OF LEGENDIA LINED UP AFTER THIS. IT'S SOMETHING ABOUT THE MINDLESS DUNGEON CRAWLING IN THIS GAME THAT JUST ISN'T BORING TO ME. I MEAN IT SHOULD BE. BUT IT JUST ISN'T. I SORT OF LIKE THE LEVELING SYSTEM IN THIS GAME, AND I GUESS THERE IS SOMETHING REWARDING ABOUT DEMOLISHING THE LAST BOSS WITH MY CHARACTERS AT NEAR FULL CAPACITY.

I AM ON THE LAST LEGS OF FINAL FANTASY X. I'M PROBABLY THE LAST PERSON THAT CARES TO PLAY THIS GAME, BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER THESE GAMES ARE TIMELESS. I WAS UP LAST NIGHT WORKING ON THIS WIERD ELECTRONIC MUSIC FOR A FILM I WANT TO MAKE TODAY. TIRED. I DID MANAGE TO TAPE THE NEW .HACK SERIES ON CARTOON NETWORK. WHY DO THEY HAVE TO PUT THIS THING ON AT 5 IN THE MORNING ON A SATURDAY? ARE THEY NUTS? IF I GUESS EVERYONE HAS TIVO EXCEPT ME TOO. SIGH.....

BACK TO WORK.